Desperate Young Mother

Summer was here and left already

I can't believe that summer is basically over. I mean just yesterday I felt like it was May. The days go by so quick anymore. Winter will be here before you know it and Christmas is right around the corner. I mean some of the catalogs that I am getting already have Christmas stuff in it. God I don't even want to think about it. My goal before Christmas is finding a Halloween outfit for the baby. She told me the other day she wanted to be Ariel from the little mermaid. I will probably wait until the last minute to get her costume because I know she will change her mind like 10 more times.

So today the baby went into work with my mom. My mom adores her and does everything for her. I don't know what I would do without her. My dad's birthday is this week and I have idea of what to get him. He is always so hard to buy gifts for. I think most guys are hard to buy for.

So anyway the saga continues at our house. I am not going to refer to my boyfriend as the "ASS" Because that is exactly what he is. So yesterday he went to the hospital for chest pains. And when he called me to tell me I really didn't care. He though I was being cold hearted, but I didn't think I was at all. He is a heavy smoker of cigarettes and pot, he eats junk food non stop, and he drinks so much ice tea in one day. Oh yea and keep in mind with all of the smoking he is doing he only has a piece of a lung. So yesterday when he went I didn't leave work because this isn't the first time he has had this problem. I swear sometimes he does this so he doesn't have to go to work. Anyway they said they say membrane on his lung or something like that and they just told him to take Advil or something like that when the pain comes and they also told him to contact his family doctor. So this was first thing yesterday morning. So yesterday when I got home what was he doing??? Playing FUCKING play station. For someone who is sick you feel better enough to play games. And now again this morning he is pulling the same shit that he don't feel good. I asked him if called his doctor yet and he was like NO. So I cme to the decision that I just don't care. Hopefully he gets sick enough where he can move back in with his mother and I wont have to deal with him anymore. I mean I never heard a man complain so much about stupid shit. I mean when I am sick I still go on with my life. When he is sick it is like he is about to die. But I am not that lucky.

posted by safegurl @ 5:30 AM