Desperate Young Mother

I am so Bored I cant stand it

Have you ever seen the episode of Seinfield when George takes naps under his desk. Today is one of those days for me. I am so bored right now I wish I could crawl up into a ball under my desk and take a nap. It has been like this all week. My boss is on vacation all this week and into a part of next week. What is a girl supposed to do with herself with all of this free time. I mean I look at almost every gossip[ site there is out there but that still doesn't fill up the day all the time.

I just got a call from my mom. We are going to go out to dinner tonight for something to do. I hate going out to dinner with my whole family because that means we have to pretend that we are a normal family when deep down inside we are so sidfunctionnal. And to make matters even worse I have a 2 year old child who, in my eyes, has a ants in her pants and can never sit still for more that 1 minute. This should be fun. My sister and I took the baby to the mall the other night and we went into the card store for something and you kow how they have the little glass things al over well she just went after all of them. and as we were trying to drag her out of there she was screaming get your hands off of me. For a little girl she know what to say, when to say it, and even how to say it. She gets that crap from her father.

Speaking of which I mention how he went to the emergency room yesterday. Well today he went to the doctor and the doc told him it sounds like he is having anxiety attacks. So he gave him a prescription for Xanax. So now with the pot he can pop a Xanax and he will be feeling great.

Today the baby is at his mom's house. Now tell me if this is crazy because I think it is. So I dress her in the morning before I bring her over there and when I pick her up she is in the same outfit, but one time I got to the house to pick her up a little bit early and she was in a different outfit. So I said to his mother "oh did she have an accident" and she was like No I never leave her in what you dress her. I put the close that I buy for her on her and before you come to get her I change her so she is back in what you dropped her off in. I think this is so bizarre. She does the weirdest things. And god forbid if she does ever wear one of the mothes outfits home and I don't return it right away all hell breaks loose.

I swear to myself at night time if I could do it all over but keep my daughter I would do it in a heart beat.

posted by safegurl @ 11:45 AM