Desperate Young Mother

My hot date

So last night I went on a nice date with the new guy. It was really nice. We went out to dinner. Nothing fancy but it was nice for the two of us to just go out and talk and for me to find out if he was saying "love You" to me or not. At one point during dinner I started to get a little nervous b/c he started to drill me over things that I really wasn't expecting. Like I was talking about how we are just friendly right now and it is nothing serious. So I told him if he had the chance to get with other girls that he should do it. But then he through me the curve ball. He told me that he would never do something like that to a girl he is really liking. So then he asked me if I have been hooking up with other dudes while I have been hooking up with him. From what I am told my face turned bright red and I had a big ass smirk on my face. Because the answer is yea I have got with other dudes while I have been hooking up with him. But I don't think I did a damn thing wrong. He needs to take a step back before he gets hurt and realize that he could just be my rebound person. I am not saying that he is but he could be in the long run.

He is nothing like what I see myself with but for some reason I am so drawn to him. I cant put my finger on it but something attracts me to him in a big way. He was asking me why I even talk to him if he is not my type and I didn't have an answer for him b/c I don't know why. I don't know what will become of the two of us but whatever it might be it wont come for a long long time.

The asshole is driving me absolutely insane anymore. I just cant take it. I really wish he would just disappear

posted by safegurl @ 10:04 AM