Will today ever end
I feel like this day is just draggin on for an eternity. Not that I have anything to do when I leave work today but I also don't have anything to do in work today so I am bored out of my mind. You can only look on the internet for so long before that becomes boring too. I wish something exciting would happen in either my world or the celebrity world so I can have something to do/read. Tonight I am going to the mall with my sister. She needs to go for something and I figured I would just go along for something to do. I was thinking about getting a new cell phone so I might take a stroll over to the T-Mobile store and check out their phones. I have Cingular now and I HATE IT!!!!
This weekend is dedicated to cleaning. I have come to realize that in some parts of my house there is a thick layer of dust on things. And it grosses me out. When I lived at home I never had to do this sort of stuff but now that I am a home owner I have to do it myself. I just dread even thinking about it. I would recruit the help of my boyfriend but he will just make it into a project. He is obsessive over things like that and once you get him started he is on a roll and wont stop. He will be pulling out the refridgerator/over/dishwasher whatever is movable he will move and just start bitching that I never cleaned it.
We have a table at the local high schools flea market on Sunday and I plan to get rid of all sorts of shit. I hate to even say it but Christmas is right around the corner and in order for new toys to come into my house some old ones have gotta go. I swear about 2 months ago I finally took gifts out of the trunk of my car b/c I refused to bring them in the house since we already had a shit load of toys in there.
Anyway that is it for now.
Bye!!
I missed Laguna someone help please!!!
So last night I missed Laguan Beach. I am so pissed off today. I wanted to know why Alex M. and Casey got into a little spat. Can anyone fill me in???
Desperate Housewives
Did anyone watch it last night. Was it just me or was there like a ton of commercials. I felt like they should about 30 seconds of the show and then cut to the commercials. It was a good show last night. Bree is like a Martha Stewart but 1,000 time worse. I was dying over the whole tie incident. Her mother in law seems like she was a true bitch. Anyway cant wait until next week. I am dying to know who is in the basement.
Anyway Laguna is on tonight. Another show I cant wait to see. Is it just me or is pathetic to look forward for a show to be on TV???
this weekend was very lo-key. Saturday I went out to lunch with a friend of mine who just recently got engaged. He asked me to be in her wedding and I was so happy she asked me. Sunday didn't do much. Went to the mall and got my daughter her Halloween costume and I clean the house. Fun fun!!!
Saturday night me and my boyfriend went out to dinner. It was nice. He has really changed his ways lately for the better, thank god. Although his mom is up to her same shit yet again. SO as you know the brother is in rehab and she asked before home he was in there is the baby could go to the rehab center to visit him and I sad NO. My boyfriend backed me up on that and we just didn't feel like it was a right thing to do. I mean I just don't see the point. So anyway she asked me a few weeks ago if it would be alright if on Sunday she went up there to visit him and I said NO WAY!!! I didn't think I was being mean but what is the big deal with her going up there. I mean personally I don't think that you should be bring a kid to a rehab center. I mean maybe if it is your chil that might be a different story but she isn't. So anyway on Saturday she pulled my boyfriend into the kitchen and quilted him into a maybe of her going up there. I almost had a piss fit. After she left I went off because I told him how I already told her no. He said he doesn't want her going up there but he just said maybe to keep the mother quit. I mean that is so balls. I don't know how many times I have to say no to the bitch for her to get it through her head. I mean the baby hasn't seen him in like 3 months she doesn't even remember how he is anymore. And it creeps me out what his obsession is with her. I get the willies even thinking about it. I mean my boyfriend has made it clear since she was born that he is never allowed to be left alone with her. He never went into details but I just get extremely nervous about that sort of stuff and I swear if he ever did anything to her I swear I would probably kill him in a crowded room.
Anyway that is my rant for the day.
Bye!!!
The wekkend is finally here
So I had plans on going to the shore with my girlfriends just for the night for something to do but those plans were flushed down the toilet. The "ASS" is having a fit that I want to go down. I think he is getting nervous with me doing things anymore. I think he is getting paranoid that I might leave him. So now instead we are going to go out tdinner and movie tomorrow night. Well at least that is what he tells me. God only knows what we will end up seeing or where we will go to eat at since I can NEVER chose.
So did anyone catch the show My name is Earl the other night??? I didnt watch the whole thing maybe about 5-10 minutes but I was laughing my ass off the whole time. I will have to watch it next week. This sunday is D.H. I cant friggin wait. I having been dying since last season to know what the hell is going on. It better be a good season premier or else I will be mega pisses.
Well gotta go!!
When will the drama end.......
So I just got off of the phone with my boyfriends mother and she was rambling on about the brother. So he is getting out of the rehab that he is in on Monday and he found out yesterday that he is not allowed back home. So the fucking 32 year old wack job puts the blame on my two year old daughter. He told his parents he knows he is not allowed home because he isn't allowed around the baby. I mean come on now. Now he is just pulling shit from thin air trying to blame people for his fucking problems. She told me he was al upset and cant believe that they are doing this to him. He puts a big piece of blame on my boyfriend since he is not there for him. He needs to stop blaming other people and just realize that he is a fucking loser.
On another note my "best Friend" got engaged over labor day weekend and I just found out about it today. Okay if I am considered your best friend why am I just finding out about it now? I have to say I was a little bit pissed about it. I mean I knew she was going to be getting engaged soon since she was always telling me about it and this that and the next thing, but I can believe it took her this long to tell me. She called today to ask if I could go out to lunch with her on Saturday so we can catch up on things. I am saying it now. If she descent ask me to be in the wedding I will be pissed. I have been through everything with that girl. May night I was there while she cried over her fiancee so if I am not asked I will be slightly offended.
Is that mean to be like that???
Anyway this is like the never ending day and I cant wait for 4pm to roll around.
Tomorrow I will probably have a nice long post about me telling my boyfriend how his loser brother is blaming our daughter for something else now.
Until then!
Recap of Laguna
So last night was their trip to Cabo. God it is so nice there. I wonder how expensive it is there. I will have to look that up today. Anyway....How about Alex M. Getting all pissy at Jessica b/c she hooked up with Jason. UM hello greasy bitch you swiped him right away from her so I get you got what was coming to you. And why isn't she pissed at Jason. I mean it takes two to tango. Anyway...It just keeps pissing me off more and more that Kristin doesn't even stand up for Jessica ever. I mean when they were down in Cabo it didn't even seem like they hung out together. Although Jessica needed to grown some balls and not be so scared of Alex. It is just me or has anyone else notice how greasy Alex M hair is all the time. She need to learn what shampoo is. How about at the ned when Alex and her friend went to go see Jason and he was totally ignoring her. I was loving it. She is such a dumb bitch and she deserved everything that happened to her. Jason is such a player and he knows it too.
Next week looks good too. I wonder what Casey said that made Alex all pissy at her. And in the preview you hear Kristin telling Steven that she doesn't like how he treats her like his girlfriend. Well I mean if she didn't lead him on he probably wouldn't think that. Anyway I loved the episode and cant wait until next week.
Another Dull Weekend
So this weekend nothing really exciting went down. I got my daughters hair cut on Friday since I had from work. She is so good when she gets her hair cut. She sits there and dosent move one bit. She is such a girly girl. She loves that sort of stuff. Saturday we had to go over to the mother in law from hell's house for dinner. Wasnt looking forward to it one bit. So come to find out the my boyfriends brother is getting out of rehab on Friday but they dont know what they are going to do with him. I know he will be back in that house.
Yesterday I cleaned house. I am so tired of loking at all of the junk that we somehow collect. I am not a packrat by any means but lately we have accumlated so much stuff I cant stand it. I can wait until I am able to get it all out of the house.
So I got my daughter the Toy Story DVD and can I tell you I have watched it non stop all weekend long. You know it is bad when your two year old can repeat the whole movie back to you. Well gotta jet!
Peace Out!!!
A Little Bit More Into My Life
So In one of my previous posts I talked about how my daughter is in her terrible two stage of life and it is driving me crazy. Someone commented that maybe I am not giving enough attention to her or maybe because I didn't breast feed the child. One thing came across my mind. WTF!?!?!?! I know I ramble on here about how horrible my life is with her father but my life with my daughter makes up for everything that goes wrong in my life. I spend every minute possible with her. I do work all week long from 7-4 but as soon as I am done I go and pick her up and the rest of the night is devoted to her. I love her with all of my heart and she is my little sunshine. I pride myself in what I have accomplished so far in my life. I am 23 years old and I have owned my own house since I was 20. No help from my parents. Did it all on my own. Had a great job since I was 18 years old and have been moving up in my career ever since. I was attending college unit I got pregnant so I have about 2 years under my belt.
I think why I consider myself a desperate young mother is because I am so focused on my daughter I know that if I ever was to leave her father I would be by myself because I never go anywhere with out my daughter. And having a kid attached to your hip isn't the best way to pick up guys sometimes.
So I just hope when people read this and hear me crying abut how horrible something are for me please just remember that I do have a little ray of sunshine that keeps me going everyday.
And I know other mothers who read this have probably been through the terrible two stage and I highly think that they would say it is because I am not giving too much attention.
Britney had her baby.
So now I can sleep better at night. Britney finally had her baby and it s a BOY. Although I am not big on the name Preston but I guess it will do. I hope she enjoys every minute of being a mother. Especially since this her first child she better take in every moment and not let anyone or anything get to her.
The week is almost over. Thank freaking god. I don't think I can handle any more days this week. Hopefully I can have a nice relaxing weekend but knowing how hectic my life is it wont be. Haven't heard from the mother law from hell yet this week. he must really be enjoying her vacation. But it wont last for long because she is coming home either tonight or first thing tomorrow morning. And if she doesn't her usual shit she will invite herself over to see the baby and never fucking leave. I cant stand when she does that shit.
Well that is really it. Nothing exciting going on this miserable Thursday morning.
The Biggest Loser
Did anyone watch this last night on NBC. I watched bits of it last time it was on and I watched about an hour and a half of it last night and I think I am going to have to watch this show. I love it so much. This is one of the few reality shows that I actually like. I think mainly because it is about real people who truly want to make a difference in their lives. I loved the part where they brought them into the room with all of the food and they only had a half hour to consume as much as the could. How about the lady who was licking chocolate from the fountain. I was cracking up.
So yesterday the Asshole came home from his trip. It was so nice without him and now he is back and the drama just rolled into the house. So as you know his brother has a severe drug issue and he was in the hospital on Saturday b/c something was wrong with his blood. I don't know the details because frankly I don't care. I know that might sound mean but sometime I don't have sympathy for drug addicts. I mean they bring these problems onto their selves. So anyway the mother in law from hell called me the other night crying that when they went to go visit the brother in rehab they had this round table discussion with his councilor and the brother told everyone that the reason why he cant get clean is because he doesn't have the support from his brother. So basically he is putting the blame on someone else for why he is a drug addict. So I told my boyfriend this last night and he flipped out. And I don't blame him for being pissed. So now his mom keeps calling trying to get my boyfriend to call his brother to try and help him out and he refuses. So now like usual I am stuck in the middle. So now his mom is all upset over this. But not upset enough that she could go away yet again to Atlantic city. I mean this is like the second time she went down there for the week this month. I just cant stand her.
So besides al that drama my daughter is getting into her terrible two stage fast. Last night after I picked her up from the babysitters on the car ride home she climbed out of her car seat. And her car seat is the one where you pull the lap part over her head. She is just so bold anymore and I try everything but it just seems like she isn't afraid of anything anymore.
That is all of my ranting and raving for now. Late!
Laguna Beach. I LOVE IT!!!
So like I have said before, I am so addicted to Laguna Beach. Last night the episode seemed short but I loved it. I loved the fact that Jason played the shit out of Alex. My personal opinion about Jason is I think he likes screwing around with different girls. I remember in one episode he said her heard the Alex was kinky in bed. That is probably the only reason why he got with her. And you know she probably gave it up on the first night and now he wants nothing to do with her. The previews for next week look good. I guess they are going on their senior week in cabo. And it looks like alex is going to try and start shit with Jessica. Jessica better beat her ass. And can I ask something I though Jessica and Kristin were best friends. If they are why when Alex was talking about her at the dinner table Kristin did say anything to defend her. That really pissed me off. Cant wait until next Monday.
On the other hand it has been a pretty boring week for me. The asshole is away for a while for business so I am by myself and loving it.
Just bite my lip
So today was the drop off day at the mother in laws from HELL. So like I said in the previous post my boyfriends brother is a crack addict. Well he was calling all day yesterday to see if he could come home because he needs help. See he does this shit because he knows that the baby was going to be there today and his mom and dad would leave him be when she is around. So anyway his parents are trying tooth and nail to get him into a rehab center for like the 5th time. So she Called some place he was at before and they have no beds so they told her to call back tomorrow, and she got into a fight with the guy on the phone because the mother told him that is anything happened to her son over night she would hold him responsible. And the guy told her it wasn't her fault that he got himself into the mess he was in. So the mom got all upset blah blha blha. So I guess my question is was the guy in the wrong for saying that. I don't think so one bit. I mean really if they have no beds they have no beds. I mean the kid did this shit to himself why should domeone else get the flack from his mom. God I cant stand his brother. He is suck a fucking wack job. Literally. We all think that he is gay and he is afarid to come out of the closet and that is why he has problems. I mean I have been with my boyfriend now for like 7 years and I never seen him with a girl once. NEVER. No that doesn't mean he is gay, he is a very ugly man so that could be another reason why I never see him with a girl but that is whole different story.
So now I am getting phone calls from the mother rambling on and crying about the whole thing. I mean what does she want me to say. It isn't my brother with the problems and frankly I really don't care. I mean the man is 32 years old. If he hasn't gotten his shit together after 5 different rehabs do you think he will now. I don't think so. Nd the thing I hate about him most is that he is such a hypocrite. I mean he talks shit about people left and right and he is the most fucked up person I ever met.
Anyway I have a work picnic this weekend and I am so nervous about it. I am going by myself since I don't wantpeople to meet my boyfriend because sometimes he can be so white trash and I don't want to be embarrassed. I am just nervous. I don't know why but I just am. I just hope I don't do or say something stupid to embarrass the living shit out of myself.
Until next time....
It official I am addicted
To Laguna Beach that is. So as we all know MTV plays everything over and over again so over the weekend and yesterday I think I caught up on episodes that I missed and last night episode was great. I don't know if this show is real or fake but guess what, I LOVE IT. My though about the whores on the show. Alex M. Is a skank and no one can say that she isn't. I mean who is that bitch to be huggin all up on someone else's boyfriend. I know Jessica is quite but bitch get the fuck up outta that pedicure chair and beat that bitches ass. I mean she is talking about going to the prom with your man. And then last night to see the preview for next week I don't even think that I can wait. God this show is great.
So this weekend was pretty nice. We went to the beach on Saturday just for a day trip for something to do. It was so nice out. I got a little bit burnt but that is okay. Sunday we had a birthday party to go to. And last Night was the night that ruined the nice weekend. So I know I told you about the Mega bitch that is my boyfriends mother. Well on Saturday she called at 10am just to let us know her schedule for the day. LIKE I FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU ARE FUCKING DOING TODAY. So I kinda let that roll off my shoulders. We yesterday she called up and invited herself over. I just love when she does that. So me being the bitch I am, according to her, when I found out she was coming over I took the baby upstairs to try and take a nap so she wouldn't stay long. But since they got there like in a blink of an eye she was still awake. SO the baby and I were laying upstairs when they got there so his mom just walked right up stairs and into our bedroom. Excuse me bitch first off you invite yourself over then you just walk up into my god damn bedroom. She has got some balls. So anyway after 2 hours of them just sitting there they finally left. Thank god because if I heard one more thing out of her mouth I would have screamed. So she calls about an hour later to tell us that my boyfriend brother called. I cant remember if I said this or not but my boyfriend's brother is a bad drug addict. He goes on his binges and no one hears from him in weeks maybe months. But if rewind a little bit I will give you a quick recap about the brother. He has been in about 3 different rehabs and 1 half WY house. The first rehab he was in was kinda like about camp but the mother pulled him out because his counselor was too hard on him. I wont even get into that. The second rehab was a free one so one day he just signed himself out. and the last one he did great in and then went to the half way house and then like a month after being home he took off again. Now did I mention that he is 33 years old and still living with mommy and daddy and doesn't know how to do a damn thing for himself.
So getting back to the story he called last night because he was hungry and wanted something to eat or else he would die. So of course his mother babying him like usually ran down to the projects in Philly to give him a sandwich. Now I was pissed and so was my boyfrien over this. I hate to sound mean but it doesn't seem like he wants to change and why are you still babying him during all of this. So tonight I have to be the bitch and break the news to her that if he come home my daughter isn't allowed to go over the house if he is there. Is that being mean of me. He is one creep dude. He looks like a child molester and I swear I wouldn't put it past him., He has done some slimy shit before and I just don't trust him one bit.
TGIF
I am so fucking happy it is Friday. Nothing is better than a long weekend. I don't think I am doing much. Maybe just aday trip to the beach with my sister and daughter.Side note I did mention it to the ASS but you know god forbid he has to do anything. So anyway got off to a somewhat wrong foot. Today is one of the days that his mom watches the baby and I had to hear her ramble this morning about stupid shit like usual. I mean come on lady it is 6:30 am and you are rambling on to me about bullshit. If you think I am listening you are highly mistaken. At one point she was crying about something but I am so use to tuning her out anymore I don't know what the hell her problem was. Oh Well!!! Whatever it is it isn't my FUCKING problem.I am praying to god that we get out of here early today. I have so much to do. I have to go food shopping and I rather lick the bottom of my shoes than go food shopping. I still cant find the right time to go. If you go early in the morning it is filled with old people who move slower than a turtle the afternoon is filled with stay at home mom and their kids, who some of should be put on a damn leash, and at night it is filled with the moms coming home from work rushing to get shit done and get easily aggravated. I usually fall into the aggravate crowd at night time. I know this might sounds white trash to people but I found a way to save money. I have been shopping at the local walmart for the food that they have there that I need and then I go to ACME to do the rest. I find that I save so much money shopping at Walmart. It is like so much more cheaper there. I just cut my coupons so now I have to get organized so when I go in I know exactly where I need to go and what to get so I don't get side tracked. Once you get side tracked there is no telling what I would end up buying. I feel like I have to map out the store before I even go in to make it go by quick and painless.We have a birthday party on Sunday for my cousin. He will be two so I have to go out and find something for him. I know when I go to buy him something I will end up spending like $100 because I will end up getting shit for my daughter who doesn't need it. I always do that.Well that is enough ranting for me today. See ya on the flip side. LATE!!
Hurricane Katrina
Can I just vent about this a little bit. Where do I begin. I was sitting here reading about the horrible things that are going on because of the hurricane and looking at the awful pictures and I am filled with anger. I see that military had stopped rescuing people and transportation them because some ass whole decided to shoot at their helicopter. I mean come on now why the FUCK would you shoot at someone who is trying to save lives. And the looting that is going on is ridiculous. I mean you have no fuck house and you don't even know if you are going to live but hey let me try and get those g-unit sneaks that I always wanted but could never afford. Or hey let steal that big ass flat screen TV. I mean I don't have a house or anything of the sort but just the thrill of stealing it is great! I mean you have people dying left and right and you rather steal then help them. PATHETIC!
I don't care how many people get mad at me for saying this but I don't blame the rescue teams not wanting to help anymore. I mean come on people fucking control yourself so someone can bring you to safety. Are you the fucking dumb?!?!?!? I feel bad for those who have to suffer because of fucking idiots like the loiters and the shooters. I hope for those fucking morons how are shooting at rescue teams and the loiters see these pictures in history books and see what fucking fools they mad out of themselves.
Family outings. UGH!!!
So last night we went out to dinner for my father's 47th birthday. It was the six of us, me, my sister, mom, dad, my daughter, and the "ASS". I don't like going to restaurants with my daughter because she is at the age where she cant sit still for more than a minute so I new it was going to be a disaster from the minute we got into the car to go there. So when we got there we were seated right away, thank god, but they put us right in front of the restaurant right in the mix of things. Well they gave me a high chair for my daughter but she wanted NO parts of that thing. So I put her in the booth next to my mom and dad because she is always a little angel around them and as soon as they leave the devil horns usually come right out. So anyway it must of been a slow night for them because we got our food really quick so it wasn't like we were waiting forever for dinner to come. So since we went to dinner early I wore what I had on for work that day which consists of a lite lime green shirt and a pair of white pants. So everyone finished their dinner besides my daughter and by this point she was getting a little crazy because we have been there for about 45 minutes by now. And I hate when she makes a scene in public places because I feel like everyone is pointing and staring at me because I cant get her under control. So I decided to let her eat her spaghetti while she was sitting on my lap. Well needless to say she was doing something and the whole plate of spaghetti fell right on my lap. So you can only imagine white pants and red spaghetti sauce all over my crotch. GREAT!!!!! I will never get to wear those pants again.
So after the whole dinner debocile we went back to my mom and dad's house minus the "ASS" because he had things to do which probably includes him going home and laying on the couch or since we wont be there go out on one of his hour long trips to get his cigarettes. I guess it was an okay night. My stress level wasn't as high as it usually is so I can consider it just okay.
The weekend is almost here. Thank God. Although I probably wont be doing much since the price of gas keeps going up right before my eyes. Literally last night on the way to dinner gas was $2.70 and by the time we were done is was $2.99. I mean we were only in the restaurant for about an hour and a half and it went up like that. What the Fuck!!! So I guess no beach this weekend. Oh well.
